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Each Day Already is a Challenge
A Texas Sunrise

Sunrise on Surfside Beach, Texas

A friend, William Taylor, took this picture. He visits Surfside Beach with his dogs almost every morning, watching the sun rise while the dogs prance about at the water's edge.

This is only about ten miles from where I lived in Lake Jackson, Texas. Sadly, I only visited this beach about four times in the six years I lived nearby.




Each day is a challenge. A challenge to get by without thinking about the fibromyalgia pains. A challenge to stay awake when chronic fatigure wants to take over. And a challenge to navigate through fibro fog.

I haven't been writing as much as in the past. For years, I wrote at least 500 words a day. Now, I'm lucky if I write 500 words in month. Sigh.

For more information about what my day (or life) is all about with fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, chronic pains, IBS, depression and everything else thrown in, check this out:

It's a New Day Open in new Window. (E)
My pain and welcome to it.
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Sunrise on Surfside Beach, Texas

November 26, 2006 at 10:45pm
November 26, 2006 at 10:45pm
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This fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue stinks. Really. Although I would love to sleep all the time, the most painful time for my joints and muscles is getting in and out of bed. So getting into bed hurts. And I know that when I get back out of bed that will hurt as well. Even when I'm thoroughly exhausted, knowing that getting in and out of bed will hurt so badly doesn't make sleeping that attractive.

I'm not sure which is worse, but I think it's getting up in the morning. Sometimes I lay awake in bed praying. But, ultimately, I have to get up at some point, even if it's just to answer nature's call. And I would just like to scream and scream because of the pain.

Considering the pain that I do experience, I think I'm still a rather pleasant person to be around. Sometimes I want to be reeeeeeaaaaaaaaaallllllllly grumpy, but I try not to be.



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