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A Texas Sunrise

Sunrise on Surfside Beach, Texas

A friend, William Taylor, took this picture. He visits Surfside Beach with his dogs almost every morning, watching the sun rise while the dogs prance about at the water's edge.

This is only about ten miles from where I lived in Lake Jackson, Texas. Sadly, I only visited this beach about four times in the six years I lived nearby.




Each day is a challenge. A challenge to get by without thinking about the fibromyalgia pains. A challenge to stay awake when chronic fatigure wants to take over. And a challenge to navigate through fibro fog.

I haven't been writing as much as in the past. For years, I wrote at least 500 words a day. Now, I'm lucky if I write 500 words in month. Sigh.

For more information about what my day (or life) is all about with fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, chronic pains, IBS, depression and everything else thrown in, check this out:

It's a New Day Open in new Window. (E)
My pain and welcome to it.
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Sunrise on Surfside Beach, Texas

February 14, 2007 at 2:54pm
February 14, 2007 at 2:54pm
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When I sat down to write a few words (Yeah, like that's every gonna happen! Me? Write a few words???)*Laugh**Laugh*, my fingers started typing and out came that last entry. Sometimes that is the way things work.

Rather than putting off writing the other things I had in mind (since my fibro fog could certainly kick in *Bigsmile*), here goes.

If you're wondering what kind of money you should charge for your writing, should the opportunity arise and someone asks about your rates, go to Salary.com. Put your zipcode and the job title (it can be anything...not just writing) in the boxes and it will give you a salary range for that job in your area of the US. Here's a link: http://swz.salary.com/salarywizard/layoutscripts/swzl_newsearchexp.asp

There's also a place where you can find out what Mom's are worth in your area. (Or Dad's!) I was very conservative about the amount of time I can work at cleaning and doing laundry and such, but it still said that I'm worth about $38,000 a year. Not didn't that make me feel great!

Okay, I'm done. Later gators.
February 14, 2007 at 2:36pm
February 14, 2007 at 2:36pm
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When I logged on today, my devotional from Jason Mitchener was waiting in my inbox. I've written about him before. He's confined to a wheelchair and breathes with the help of a machine, but he has a ministry - devotionals that he tries to send out daily, if his health allows. He could be angry about his situation. Instead he allows God to use him in mighty ways. And he's full of God's love and joy. I admire that. And...I have to admit that the messages I receive are usually just what I need to hear on any particular day.

Today his devotional was titled, "Love is a verb." I've used that title myself. *Smile*

As you might remember, at the beginning of the month I spouted off about Valentine's Day. I do think that far too many men (and women, most likely) spend their days without showing much love at all to spouses and family members. Then they buy a box of candy or a bouquet of flowers and present it to their loved one(s) expecting that all will be well and forgiven for the next year. I'm one who would much rather have a few clues throughout the year that there is love in the house.

Anyway, back to Jason's devotional. He used 1 John 3:18 as his reference: "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." That's what I'm talking about. *Bigsmile*

Of course, Jason mentioned how God showed love to us in a huge way by sending His Son to die for us on the cross. And he mentioned that Christ loved us so much that He showed it in a huge way by dying on that cross for us. Wow.

When I became a parent, I started to realize - in a mini-version, I know - the love that God has for us. No parent wants thier children to be hurt, and we'll usually do anything to make sure they are not.

But it was even more recently that I realized what real love Dad and Son both showed. One year, just before Good Friday, I read the words of a medical doctor about what would have happened to Jesus that day and I was brought to tears. I had never really considered the pain He would have felt.

Then, the only time I ever went to the movies alone was in Michigan when I was living with my elderly parents. I saw The Passion of the Christ. The movie theater was packed like I had never seen before. And since I had forgotten to bring along a few tissues, I stopped in a dollar store before going to the theater. Many of those around me had forgotten their tissues, so I passed my box down the aisle. By the end of the movie, the tissue box was almost empty.

Yeppers. That's real love. It makes showing love to the world seem like a pretty simple task. We may have to come out of our comfort zones to do that, but we don't have to suffer physically.

I guess that's how I would like to see us use Valentine's Day. It should not be meant as an easy way for us to make up for the fact that we ignore our loved ones all year long and suddenly have a way to make up for that. Rather, it should be a way that we can hug the world around us. *Heart*

So...today, I'm hugging my fellow WDC members.

Oh yeah...and here is some candy

Red hot candy hearts.

and here are some flowers

Just Daisies

...just in case I have not shown enough love...or need to make up for neglecting you. *Bigsmile*


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