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Blogocentric Formulations
Logocentric (adj). Regarding words and language as a fundamental expression of an external reality (especially applied as a negative term to traditional Western thought by postmodernist critics).

Sometimes I just write whatever I feel like. Other times I respond to prompts, many taken from the following places:

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February 10, 2019 at 12:57pm
February 10, 2019 at 12:57pm
#951662
DAY 7

"Don't Put Dirt On My Grave Just Yet"
from the Nashville Soundtrack




I'm including the whole scene from the show, including snippets before and after because the context is part of the reason why this song gives me chills every time I listen to it. If you're not familiar with the show, Hayden Panettiere plays Juliet Barnes, a hugely popular country star who gets into trouble when someone edits a video of her out of context saying that there is no God. Fans start to hate her, burn her records, etc. It's basically a fictionalized version of what happened to Dixie Chicks and their comments about President Bush and the war in Iraq. See the "The Long Way AroundOpen in new Window. for more about that.

BTW, see how this week came full circle?



Anyway, Juliet is already scheduled to be inducted into the Grand Ole Opry, and the president of the label wants her to use the opportunity to make a grand speech, take all the blame, apologize, and grovel for forgiveness. Everyone thinks she should do it, but Juliet has other plans, even if it means being judged by a whole lot of people and potentially ending her career.

I just really admire someone who's not afraid to do what their heart is telling them, even when it's hard. In life, it's so tempting to do the easy thing, to compromise our values, especially when our careers, livelihoods, reputations, etc. are on the line. Just apologize when you don't mean it. Just say it's your fault when it's not. Just prostrate yourself in front of people with more power than you and hope they allow you to keep doing what you're doing. So I admire the hell out of people (even fictional characters) who follow their values even when it's hard. Because they wouldn't really be convictions if you gave them up at the first sign of trouble, would they?

This song always pumps me up and inspires me to stick to my guns when I truly believe something. And even when times are down, don't put dirt on my grave just yet because I'm never going to just lay down and die. I'm going to keep getting up and keep fighting.


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Written for "The Soundtrack of Your LifeOpen in new Window.
February 10, 2019 at 12:29pm
February 10, 2019 at 12:29pm
#951661
DAY 6

"Someone Like You"
by Van Morrison




This was the "first dance" song that my wife and I danced to at our wedding. 'Nuff said.

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Written for "The Soundtrack of Your LifeOpen in new Window.
February 10, 2019 at 4:07am
February 10, 2019 at 4:07am
#951637
DAY 5

"Hills and Valleys"
by Tauren Wells




One of the coolest things about the Soundtrackers activity is how you sometimes learn a little something about yourself in the course of blogging about the music that means something to you. If there's one thing I've learned from this "Emotionally Raw" week, it's that most of the songs that are most emotionally resonant with me have the same theme of hope and optimism in the face of difficulty. Today's entry is certainly no exception; Tauren Wells is a Christian rock and pop artist who had this song explode onto the Christian music charts in early 2017.

Whether you're a Christian or not, the song has an important message of having the right perspective no matter where you are in life. Very few people have a steady, even-keeled life. Most of us have, as the song suggests, hills and valleys. When we're at the top of the hill, it's important to remember you didn't get there alone rather than assuming you're solely responsible for your success. And when you're in the valley lows of life, you need to know that people still see you and still love you.

2018 was, for me, a year of both huge hills and deep valleys. I worked on some of the most creatively fulfilling projects of my career, and I ended the year with a job that excites and challenges me. But I also spent a good chunk of the year either in a new job I ended up hating, or unemployed and wondering what direction my career would take next.

This song helped me through both of those times, reminding me to be humble in success and optimistic in failure. As I get older and experience more and more of both ends of the spectrum, I find myself profoundly grateful for all the experiences God has given me, both the good and the bad. The view from the tops of the hills are truly spectacular... but they wouldn't be half as impressive if I hadn't spent a significant amount of time and effort climbing out of a valley to get there. Now that 2019 is well underway and promises a great deal of uncertainty (although hopefully not as much as 2018!), I find myself looking forward to both its up and downs. The ups are what make life so uniquely exceptional, and the downs are what will give me the perspective necessary to truly appreciate the good times.

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Written for "The Soundtrack of Your LifeOpen in new Window.
February 10, 2019 at 1:48am
February 10, 2019 at 1:48am
#951633
DAY 4

"Head Above Water"
by Avril Lavigne




If you would have told me the pop-rock chick of "Sk8er Boi" and "Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend" fame would, 10-15 years later write a really powerful, almost haunting song about her struggle with Lyme disease, I wouldn't have believed you. But I guess the world forces us all to grow up in different ways and the things we create in response to those challenges are what evolving as an artist is all about.

For me, this song is particularly meaningful because I discovered it in the midst of my job insecurity last year. For those of you who don't know, I left a stable job in June 2018 for a big new opportunity at a startup, only to discover the owner of the company lied to everyone about the stability of the financing and ultimately laid most of us (myself included) off in a very short period of time. I worked at that company for less than four months, which is by far the shortest tenure I've ever had at a job, including that one time I worked for the film department equipment office for a semester when I was in college. *Laugh* I subsequently lined up some consulting work and thought I might be able to make a sustainable living as an independent contractor, and then had a couple of full-time job offers come up within a few weeks... all of which really had my head spinning about what next step I was supposed to take in my career.

I had been listening to Amazon Music and Apple Music for a few days to find some new tunes, stumbled across this song, and it was one of those moments where I literally stopped in the middle of a run to just stand there and listen to the song as it played. And then listened to it again. And again. It just seemed to relevant to my situation at the time... and that was reinforced when one of my wife's coworkers had been praying for me and made me a mix CD of inspirational songs to help me through the career decisions I was making... and this was the first song on the CD.

Ultimately, the job situation worked out for the best, but I think this song is a testament to those times in all our lives when we feel like we're drowning and are calling out for help. Sometimes, we all just need a little reminder to keep our head above water.

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Written for "The Soundtrack of Your LifeOpen in new Window.


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