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Blogocentric Formulations
Logocentric (adj). Regarding words and language as a fundamental expression of an external reality (especially applied as a negative term to traditional Western thought by postmodernist critics).

Sometimes I just write whatever I feel like. Other times I respond to prompts, many taken from the following places:

         *Penw* "The Soundtrackers GroupOpen in new Window.
         *Penw* "Blogging Circle of Friends Open in new Window.
         *Penw* "Blog City ~ Every Blogger's ParadiseOpen in new Window.
         *Penw* "JAFBGOpen in new Window.
         *Penw* "Take up Your CrossOpen in new Window.


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December 22, 2024 at 11:57pm
December 22, 2024 at 11:57pm
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"Take up Your CrossOpen in new Window. | Prompt for 12/19/2024

This is actually the first year in the past four years that I didn't read the entire Bible. I originally set myself a "read five different translations of the Bible in five years" goal for myself, but this year I kind of hit a wall and just couldn't continue on after successfully reading the NIV, ESV, and NLT in 2021, 2022, and 2023, respectively. This was supposed to be the year I tackled the KJV but I decided to give myself a break and take a year off, especially since it was a particularly tough year faith-wise with leaving our previous church and helping start a new one.

My favorite books of the Bible are probably Genesis and Acts, and I tend to read my daily pages either first thing in the morning or at night right before I go to bed.. My motivation to read all the different translations stemmed from a desire to better understand it. I figured with different interpretations, it might help me understand some of the nuances of the stories being told. It's been a really rewarding experience, but it's also at times felt a bit surface-level; the Bible isn't exactly a short book and you have to read a big chunk of text every day to get through it by the end of the year. I'm thinking about alternating between a "the whole bible in a year" pace every other year, and on off-years using that time to really focus and drill down into some of the sections of the Bible in greater detail, to appreciate the nuances of the language.

I think it's an important practice for all Christians to study and expand their understanding of their faith, and the best way to do that is to continue to read over and study scripture.
December 15, 2024 at 4:22pm
December 15, 2024 at 4:22pm
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Day 2412


There are way too many fiction books that I still think about years later to even hope to narrow it down, so I'm going to focus the question on nonfiction books that have stayed with me over the years. I really enjoy reading nonfiction and there are definitely bits and pieces of each that I'll absorb, but the list of nonfiction books (entire ones) that really affected me and that I'm constantly revisiting is a much smaller list that includes:


Caveat Emptor: The Secret Life of an American Art Forger by Ken Perenyi. In a similar vein to Kevin Mitnick's The Art of Deception about his life as a hacker, this book by Ken Perenyi is about his experiences as a very successful forger, and the amount of detail he provides about the kinds of scams that he'd pull, or the types of details that went into forging specific types of artwork was really fascinating. It's a book that I think about often when writing criminal characters in my own work, but it's also a book I think about just in terms of how captivating it was to read about the world he was a part of.


Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything. by Steven D. Levitt & Stephen J. Dubner. While they've continued the work in subsequent books and a long-running podcast, this first "Freakonomics" book, when it came out, was mind-blowing. I had never seen someone use the study of economics (something that I attempted to understand in college and was not good at *Laugh*) to explain, like, normal things. I'd always assumed that economics was some fancy study of larger market conditions that were largely divorced from people's everyday lives, and it was really cool to see these guys take those same principles and apply them to everyday situations to explain them better.


Kitchen Confidential: Adventures in the Culinary Underbelly by Anthony Bourdain. I really miss Anthony Bourdain. The guy was an incredible chef, author, and culinary critic. Like Caveat Emptor above, Bourdain's book has a way of transporting the reader into the world of working in professional kitchens, and all of the chaos that surrounds that lifestyle. It's one of those jobs that is almost entirely unique and most people just would not understand or have any visibility into unless they or someone they knew worked one of those jobs. Professional kitchens sound like absolutely bonkers places to work, and this book was a real journey.


The Tipping Point: How Little Things Can Make a Big Difference by Malcolm Gladwell. Overall, I've really enjoyed most of Malcolm Gladwell's books, each of which focus on a different subject, but this is the original breakthrough book and still one of the best. Similar to Freakonomics, it applies a thought process usually reserved for academics and "big picture" thinkers and applies it to everyday problems and questions that come up in people's normal lives. More than anything, it's a book about better understanding the forces that impact our world, and I always find books like that both illuminating and interesting.


December 7, 2024 at 1:26pm
December 7, 2024 at 1:26pm
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Day 2404


Ooh, this is a great prompt. I'm also a little conflicted because I think - for me - I would choose different years depending on whether reliving that year was purely an exercise is going through the same experiences all over again, or if it was an opportunity to change things that would then have downstream effects back in the present day. If there aren't any downstream effects, is it an opportunity to do things differently just for that one year? Hmm ... you know what? I'm going to answer all three! *Laugh*

If I could relive one year of my life and it was purely an exercise in experiencing that year all over again, I think I would choose 1999-2000; my senior year in high school. There were so many great moments that year ... I finally felt like I was growing more confident in who I was as a person and I had a solid friend group, I finally got over a girl I had been pining over since middle school and started enjoying life (like school dances) with friends ... I discovered my passion for filmmaking through school projects where I got to make short films for the first time ... as cliche as it is to say, I'd go back to high school because I remember that as a really fun, carefree time in my life. It'd be fun to go back to that time for a bit.

If I could relive one year of my life and it was a chance to live just that one year differently, I would definitely choose 2020. Even though it was during the pandemic and during the uncertain time when we were fostering the kids, and I don't love the idea of reliving either of those things, that's also the one year of overlap between us starting to foster our kids and my mom being around before she passed away. We ended up staying home and sheltering in place in our tiny little apartment because we had no idea how long the pandemic would last; we only saw my parents in person a couple of times that year, and we weren't able to be there with her when she passed. If I could live that year again and change something, I would have absolutely moved our family home so we could have all spent that last year together. I would have loved to have spent more time with my mom, given my kids more time with her, and lived somewhere that wasn't a cramped apartment for an entire year.

If I could relive one year of my life and it was a chance to change the downstream course of my life, this is where it gets tricky because I love my life. I'm not sure I'd want to actively change it as much as just get a glimpse of what would be different if I had lived my life differently. Most of these are probably career related. In 2004, I was working in the financial services industry and got my first job in the entertainment industry. What if I had stayed working in financial services? In 2005, I was up for a job at Marvel but didn't get it (and it wasn't until 2016 that I made my way there through a different job); what would have happened if I had been at the company a decade earlier? In 2018, I left Marvel for another ill-fated job; what if I had stayed? In 2022, I was offered a job at Apple but I turned it down to stay at Marvel; what if I hadn't? I have a lot of "what ifs" about career choices I've made over the years. Not so many about the rest of my life, which I think turned out pretty good, all things considered.
December 7, 2024 at 12:34pm
December 7, 2024 at 12:34pm
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Day 2403


It's totally fitting that the Blog City prompt about procrastination is one that I left in my inbox for almost a week before getting around to writing an entry about it... *Laugh*

I hear a lot of people say that procrastination causes them to not get anything done, and I don't think that's the case. Procrastination, to me, is the end result of some other causation, rather than an actual casual factor on its own. For example, I've procrastinated on going to the gym and losing weight, but procrastination isn't what caused my lack of progress; the procrastination and lack of progress was the result of multiple casual factors including exhaustion, over-scheduling, insufficient motivation, etc.

People procrastinate for all kinds of reasons, but I think the most common ones - at least for me - are laziness, fear of failure, and poor time management and/or lack of preparation.

Poor time management and/or lack of preparation is probably the most common reason why I procrastinate. I've been meaning to clean out the garage for months, but that means I have to buy a bunch of boxes and bins, I have to spend hours sorting things out, make a bunch of trips to the dump and donation sites, etc. The fact that there are multiple steps and I have to do something first in order to prepare to do the thing I actually need to do is a huge cause of procrastination. Same with other home improvement tasks like hanging pictures, repairing a small gouge in the drywall, repainting, getting a new bookcase that needs to be assembled, etc. ... if there are intermediary steps, there's a good chance I'll procrastinate until I can devote time to getting the whole thing done all at once, even though my brain knows that smaller incremental steps are possible.

Of course, sometimes I'm just lazy. It's been a long week and I don't want to do the dishes right now, so I let them pile up in the sink a bit. Or I could be getting the Christmas decorations down but I'm at a really good part in my current book, so I don't want to get them right this second. A lot of procrastination is the result of times when, if I'm really being honest with myself, I just don't feel like being particular productive. And while that can certainly be a problem if the procrastination is getting to the point where it's causing problems or nothing is ever getting done, that's one thing ... but I'm also realizing as I get older that adulthood is just one never-ending to-do list, and I also think it's okay to not pack every single moment of every single day full of productivity goals.

Lastly, the most insidious cause of procrastination for me, if I'm really being honest with myself, is a fear of failure. It's why I haven't written anything substantive (more than a short story, or a poem, or an essay here or there) in years. I'm afraid that the thing I write won't be very good, so I put off actually starting. Heck, I've probably put off exercising and losing eight because a part of be is afraid that I'll put in all that time and effort and I won't be happy with the results. I'm the kind of person who is used to being "pretty good" at most things, so the idea of taking something on where there's a very real possibility of failure because it's outside my comfort zone can be a leading cause of procrastination ... especially when it's paired with the "poor time management and/or lack of preparation" thing I wrote about above. It's easy to convince myself that instead of actually writing, I first need to do more prep: more research, more outlining, more listening to interviews with other writers about their process, etc. It's easy to convince myself that instead of actually going to the gym, I first need some things first: new workout clothes, a better playlist to listen to, more research about what kinds of exercises I should be focusing on.

The two things I really need to stop procrastinating about are my writing and my health. I'm really hoping that I can buckle down and make some progress on both in 2025.
December 7, 2024 at 11:43am
December 7, 2024 at 11:43am
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To qualify for my Watch List every month, the following has to be something that I've watched that's new to me. It doesn't necessarily have to be a current show, but it can't be reruns or rewatches of something I've already seen. So if I'm including it in this list, it means this month is the first time I've watched it. I'll put "DNF" (Did Not Finish) next to anything that I stopped watching and have no immediate plans to finish.


Movies

         *Bullet* Bad Boys: Ride or Die
         *Bullet* Canary Black
         *Bullet* Dirty Harry
         *Bullet* The Hateful Eight
         *Bullet* My Old Ass
         *Bullet* Transformers One
         *Bullet* Wolfs

My favorite movie this month was probably either My Old Ass or Wolfs, both of which were pretty entertaining. Aubrey Plaza was great in the former, and it was a fun take on a coming of age movie, and for the latter, it's always fun to see Brad Pitt and George Clooney in a movie together where you can just tell they're having fun. And the premise of two different fixers showing up to help get rid of a dead body was a fun premise.

Transformers One was also a lot of fun and probably the best Transformers movie since the old animated one from the 1980s. The rest of the movies, though, were just kind of blah. Bad Boys: Ride or Die continued the trend of the movies in that franchise getting progressively worse, and Canary Black was an entirely forgettable spy thriller that didn't have a single story beat that hasn't been done a thousand times. Dirty Harry was incredibly dated at this point, although I can understand why it was so popular in the 1970s when it came out. And I'm finally getting around to watching Quentin Tarantino's most recent movies. I actually worked on this one back in the day but never watched the final cut. It was okay except for - like so many of Tarantino's movies - being way too long and self-indulgent.


Television

         *Bullet* Agatha All Along
         *Bullet* The Day of the Jackal (Season 1)
         *Bullet* Formula One: Drive to Survive (Season 1)
         *Bullet* The Old Man (Season 2)
         *Bullet* Only Murders in the Building (Season 3)
         *Bullet* What If...? (Season 2)

With the exception of the second season of The Old Man (which is really slow), I really enjoyed all the other shows I watched this month. Agatha All Along was super fun, and I finally got around to watching What If...? (Season 2) in preparation for the next season; I'm now officially caught up on all the shows I've worked on at Marvel. *Smile* Only Murders in the Building (Season 3) was pretty good, but I think the first and second seasons were way better and this one felt like the premise was getting stretched a bit.

My favorite for most of the month was The Day of the Jackal (Season 1), which is a really great remake of the prior movies (and the book they were based on). I've really been enjoying it and was ready to put it as my top pick of the month ... but then I watched Formula One: Drive to Survive and got absolutely hooked. It's a Netflix docuseries where each season follows one year in the Formula One season, complete with interviews with the drivers, team principals, journalists, etc. It's a great introduction into the sport and I'm definitely hooked on both this show and the sport in general now. So much goes into Formula One and I find it all fascinating. Highly recommended for anyone who likes sports docuseries.


TOP PICK:
Formula One: Drive to Survive (Season 1)

RUNNER-UP:
The Day of the Jackal (Season 1)


December 1, 2024 at 11:45pm
December 1, 2024 at 11:45pm
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Day 2402


I used to journal pretty regularly; I had a physical journal that I would use and it's a habit that I picked up from both my grandmother and my mom. My mom kept a daily diary for years until my brother and I were born and life got hectic. And my grandmother faithfully kept a daily journal for most of her life, well into her eighties. There are volumes and volumes of diaries that I assume one of my aunts now have, detailing her daily life from growing up in the 1930s all the way up through at least the turn of the century, I think.

I loved the idea of having some kind of a daily record of what I was doing and/or thinking on a given day; something that I could go back and review years later and remember what had happed at that point in my life. Unfortunately, it's not a habit that I've kept up with very well, and there are a couple of reasons for that.

First and foremost, life has become more digital. I don't really need to sit down at the end of the day and write a paragraph about what I did, because I carry a phone around with me all the time that has a picture and video camera embedded in it. Especially when I'm doing something memorable or noteworthy, I have a habit of snapping a couple of quick pictures or filming a quick video or two as a way of memorializing what happened, which kind of negates the need to chronicle the day's events in writing on a regular basis.

Second, I've had two bad experiences in the past where someone has read my journal without permission. And as someone who at one point in his life kept a journal to chronicle my inner thoughts, feelings, etc. rather than just objectively document the days, that was a huge breach of trust and something that has made me wary about writing private thoughts down. I've thought about keeping a journal on a password-protected file on my computer, but that just doesn't have the same "journaling vibe" to me as physically writing things down on paper. I've also considered a daily journaling habit where I just shred the pages after I commit them to paper.

The best advice I can give to someone who is interested in journaling is the same advice that I have to keep giving myself... don't give up on the habit, and find the exact way of doing it that works best for you. Because it is a valuable habit to have. When the new year starts, I'm honestly considering giving it another go in some way, shape, or form. It might actually dovetail with my other goal of getting back into the habit of writing things by hand. Over the past several years, my handwriting has gotten atrocious because I simply don't write things by hand much anymore. I'd like to get back into the regular habit of doing that, and daily pages might be a positive way to work on that goal at the same time.

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