oh boy! Have a shot, let that sit for a sec, then have a drink. calm down. repeat. lol. at least you'll be somewhere beautiful with some really good friends as a consolation to your nano dilemma. you can do it! you are living an adventurous life, if that isn't inspiring enough to get you to write for nano, i don't know what will. please, put your feet in the sand, and have a bahama mama for me (at least 1 every day).