It really doesn't matter if you complete it or not. The fact is, by even getting those 6 words down, you've done more than 99% of the people in the world.

Don't beat yourself up over it. You're writing. You're creating. How many people have you heard say, "Oh, I could write a book," and then sit on the couch and binge watch rubbish? Well, you've written things. This year was just a bad year for a lot of people. Call 2020 a blip.

Next year, you might get back onto the horse, you might decide NaNo is no longer for you... does not matter. Just keep creating. At your pace.

You're an artist. Don't ever forget that.