So I figured out that I've been beating myself up for being a pantser hanging out with plotters and wondering why I feel like my IQ has dropped about 40 points. Comparing my ink splatter and smudges with your straight lines and pretty columns was freaking me out, I just didn't realize it. I'll be fine now. Just be nice to me if I get dry-erase marker on my face, and I'll try to be quieter about flinging my ink in the direction of the text boxes. (And the whiteboard is on the wall now, so... )
Cheers!
       
     Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.
         ~Albert Camus