THis was a sweet and honest summary of your journey through wonderland. I have done many of the things you have and been more honest with myself than I have in quite a while. It encouraged me that I am doing this right to read you had some of the same joys and pains in these prompts. I did this once before too and I think I am getting more out of it this time because I am putting in more effort. Thank you for sharing this all with us. I know from experience that sharing this stuff openly is hard, but sharing it with yourself can be harder.